May 15,2018
In hindsight, actress and former beauty queen Aishwarya Rai Bachchan feels
she has been "school girlish" in her choices and feels she should have been more
fierce about taking up projects.
"I think I was very school girlish in my
choices... I was very good at keeping with schedules,and because of that I kind
of walked away from some very great films and opportunities... because I would
be sincere to schedules. Now when I think back, I should have maybe been more
fierce and aggressive with wanting the films and allowed the schedules to figure
themselves out as I have see a lot of colleagues have worked over the years,"
Aishwarya told a group of media in a video interaction from Cannes.
She,
however, has no regrets.
"There are so many stories to be told, look at
the population of the world. There are enough films and enough work to do," said
Aishwarya, 44, who was in the French Riviera to attend the 71st Cannes Film
Festival as the L'Oreal brand ambassador.
Having made her film debut with
Mani Ratnam's "Iruvar", Aishwarya has worked with some of India's most
well-known filmmakers like Sanjay Leela Bhansali ("Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam",
"Devdas" and "Guzaarish"), Ashutosh Gowariker ("Jodhaa Akbar"), Rituparno Ghosh
("Chokher Bali" and "Raincoat").
She took a five-year break when she had
daughter Aaradhya with husband Abhishek Bachchan, making a comeback with
"Jazbaa" in 2015.
"Recently, there was a colleague who asked me, 'Was
'Jazbaa' the comeback vehicle you wanted?' I was like, 'Guys, it was a script, I
liked the idea and I went with it'. I don't want to play into how one has to go
about things," Aishwarya said as she explained how her choices have always been
about following her heart, and not the herd.
"I came in from Miss World,
so because I experienced blast of stardom so early, I, from the very beginning
-- from Mani Ratnam to date -- made choices from my heart, and tried being
myself... I ended up doing my own thing and not following patterns that existed
before, after or what is the natural trajectory of a leading lady in our
industry.
"I think that's why people think I end up breaking preconceived
norms... And that wonderfully continues."
The actress keeps getting asked
when will she be seen on-screen next, but she says she keeps dilly-dallying it.
"When I took a break with Aaradhya and even now, I get asked, 'Why don't we
see more of you?' Yes, I want to do more films. I have been a little easy on my
time planning... I have happily played mummy to Aaradhya and thrown work around
here and there. Even now when I am offered a good script, I feel like doing but
then I think, 'Let me take one more holiday this month. I will do the next one'.
I think this attitude needs to change," she said with a laugh.
At the
Cannes gala, Aishwarya made a style statement in elaborate gowns. She says she
is fine with people "commenting, critiquing or criticising" because "that's part
of being a celebrity, being a public figure and being in the public domain.
"That is fine. That goes with the turf... I am very easy with it and
everyone has seen it over the years. I don't disrespect it."
However, she
feels women need to stop judging each other in day-to-day lives.